So I went to Malaysia a few days ago. Which is on Friday.
AND I HAD FUN!! :D

We had pizza hut after arriving!~ The service sucks but it's damn cheap. I had meatball bolognaise while my mum had seafood spaghetti and my brother and cousin had baked rice.Plus we ordered pizza for my cousins and aunts and it added up to 90++ rm only. We had KFC for dinner.



Life was damn good for the past four days,we could eat whatever we like and buy whatever we want. Super shiok. No stress of Singapore at all. I think I gained 123456789 kg. Cause all I did was shopping and eating. I even went for hair treatment and it costed rm 75 which is around $30.Eat and eat and buy clothes hehe. 2 floral high-waist pants and 1 black dress. and splurged on denim jeans which cost around rm 79. ^^

Drama Camp - Ignite the light

Hi,shall now update you guys with drama camp.
Lazy to type my new post so I shall copy from my diary and censor some parts.


So much to say!And so much things happened.This year was considered so much better than last year.The first day was alright.We played the ''holy water'' and some ice-breaking games.One of it included everyone standing on a bench and we must arrange ourselves without leaving the bench.I can barely breathe and can smell other people's body odour. Training was also all games,we did the laughing training too like last year.Mr Ang asked Devi to go into the circle but I can't seem to laugh.And then he helped me by whispering into my ear,''看她的牙。'' and I burst out laughing like a mad woman.____________________censored____________________________________________
And then Toni was there to take photos. He tried to take my handphone and it dropped on the floor.Luckily,he didn't snatch it or else I am really done for.We also planned the farewell ceremony.There was a play and we mimicked the seniors and some parts of what happened during camp 2010 and Achievement Day.

Haresh Raj Me Saras Veronica

That's how we sat..John did a really hilarious imitation of KaiXiang and Redha LOLOLOLOL.

Ps.__________censored___________

Day Two.

Did some zombie walking and some training.Can't really remember.Also made poster even though I felr that my group really deserve to win but never mind uh.We did some brainstorming for Chinese New Year.Prepared the gifts and goodie bags for seniors.___________censored______________ Zaidi,Simin and Ezra arrived.Took photos with Zaidi.Then me,Jaiya and Farah was camwhoring then _____censored.________.We had dinner and _censored._. :)) JinKheng and Shahira were there too.______censored______ Yixuan CRIED . I felt bad. I think it's because she felt lonely:( Went back dance studio and we watched videos and performed.It was really,wow.Cake cutting ceremony.Then after a while,I went out.When I came back, ________.

My entire heart sank, I kept reproaching myself for being blur and stupid.They were all quite high and I couldn't take it anymore,I don't wanna be a killjoy.I went to the hall to cool down.Tweeted.John went into the hall.

J:''Saw your tweet.''
:'' What happened?

Z:''huh? Nothing lah.''

J:'' Cannot say ah?''

Cried hard. Then after a while Shahira came and she kept asking me but I refuse to say.Zaidi came and ask me why I'm sitting there,I told him not feeling well.He replied, '' go home lah! Tomorrow already last day what.'' I shook my head and replied in a weird quivering voice and say never mind before bursting into tears again.He asked Shahira what happened in malay but she didn't know too.

Regrets.I had a heavy plus super aching feeling. And also sad that seniors leaving.

But in the end everything ended up okay.I didn't expect that,it's really like some drama show but still,I'm damn relieved. But another person and I still got some misunderstandings.. :'(


Came across this song by coincidence when I was overseas. Say hello to goodbye cause it's gone forever.

PHOTO OF THE DAY!



Was so busy these two days. Shall show you guys some photos of Raj's birthday surprise and study session with JianXing and cycling outing yesterday. The rest of the photos are at facebook.Check it out yourself.I love my camera.



Chemistry study session ^_^.



Raj's new fred perry bag ^_^
LOL Puaylin's slipper got stuck in the mud and she tried to lift her feet up and her pants got splashed LOLOLOLOL,

To a lot of people,I'm just this bitch who craves for attention. okaycan.
I'm this person who go around hurting people,after I had my fair share of fun.
I go around flirting and playing with people's feelings,to fill this emptiness in me.
I'm a .. slut.

Karma went wrong

Typical girl who blog. So must have this kind of typical zilian photo. I'm so self obsessed.


Today I was supposed to meet Jaiya at 11am but I was late.
Guess what happened?
You know there's this blind old man who always wait for bus 800 at the busstop near my house?
Well,I was waiting for 804 to meet Jaiya and then he went ''Can anyone help me?''
At that time,there was only me,him and another ah-beng looking boy at the busstop.
At first I pretended I didn't hear him,hoping that the ah beng-boy would help him.
But he didn't.
So I offered my help to him and brought him home.He lives at Blk 238 while my supplier lives at Blk 237.What a coincidence.
Anyway,I WAS REALLY GLAD I HELPED HIM cause I felt like I did a good deed and good things would come my way.

Then I met Jaiya and then went to Popular to buy some cards for seniors with Heidi.Waited for Yunxuan while Heidi went off first.We then went to Causeway Point to have Mcdonald for lunch and also in hope to visit WeiJie and give him our support but he's not there.

So much for karma. I got hit by a bicycle today and it was damn painful.I'm so pissed off seriously.Actually I didn't really do much today except take photos and admire the scenery at the beach LOL.

So.. here are the photos!
LOL me and Yunxuan were sitting at the cliff,and I wanted to take the photo but I was laughing way too much and the photo turned out blurry. SUPER ZOOM FOR THE WIN~~.

I had strawberry sundae today:)) Although I nearly couldn't finish it!I wanted to take a self shot and ended up including the couple.Laughed like mad when I saw the photo!!Breathe in the beauty. I love my camera.We are young,we run free.Me and Yunxuan.<3
After a while,it started to rain and in the end me,Yunxuan and Hafiq took a taxi and the stupid taxi drop us off at somewhere without a shelter and we ran to the bustop drenched.Screw that taxi driver seriously.

The rest of the photos are at facebook,I'm lazy to post! Sorry!! Hope tomorrow will be a good day ^_^. Today wasn't that fun cause PuayLin and JianXing weren't here.

Anyway Jianxing texted me saying that he bought earrings for me,I'm like damn happy cause he actually thought of me when he's in JB!! LOVE DIE MY MARIA CAN. WAHAHAH. And he tell me don't think too much. I won't,jianxing. Me and you = forever maria and tai tai relationship only. HAHAHHA.

And Chemistry teacher-student relationship.

HAHAHA. GOODNIGHT.

Know why I wanna take psychology?
I wanna cure myself.
I wanna be my own hero.

Went swimming with PuayLin today. Let those troubles drift away.
I wonder how people can stay so happy all the time.
I hate pretty and happy girls. I hate them for having what I don't have. LOL.

This is a cover of jar of hearts and it is one of my favourite songs.
I like her cover even better than the original which was sang by Christina Perri.
Reason why I like this song so much?
Well,intially,I don't really care much about the song,to me it was just another emotional love song.
Like bleah,so typical.
But the more I listened and I carefully reviewed the lyrics,I fell in love with the spirit of the song.
'' Who you think you are? Running round leaving scars,collecting your jar of hearts and tearing love apart.You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul,so don't come back for me,don't come back at all.''

Feel the ache? Can you relate?

sick of being unhappy in life...

I hope you will keep your promise and be there till the end.I hope you will never say the above to me. I hope.

Hey! It's time to update again! Like my face or not? *wink* LOLOLOLOL.
So I met JinKheng to study chinese at 12 noon instead of 11.30am because he woke up late.
Then I met Jiawen to watch a movie...

I wanted to go to Ang Mo Kio Hub to watch but her mum only allow her to watch at Northpoint so yeah..
We had a debate about what to watch and ended up watching real steel.I wanted TinTin at first but I'm a very nice person so I watched real steel with her. Bought cheese hot dog and a stick of nuggets and I smuggled it into the cinema.

It wasn't as bad as I thought. I thought it would be boring but it turns out awesome. The little boy who acted was so cute. Love his eyes!!! But I was kind of pissed off when I watched the movie as someone behind me kept on kicking the chair and fidgeting in his seat.I was getting really annoyed and I turned back to glare and him many times and he threw popcorn at me WTF. Annoying asshole seriously. Ill bred kid.

Then Jiawen came to my house because I can't wait to give her the photo montage I personally made for her hehehehe. Here are some photos! :)
Very nice right? Of course lah,I make one leh.
Polaroids which we took last time:) My movie ticket :) Our movie ticket ^^Elated LooiLooi with her present and card :) LOL my awesome white wall. I look so unhealthy. :( A post dedicated to Jiawen since I promised her so.

Dear annoying sunshine,

You have been really annoying for the past 3 years and this year being classmates,I experienced your raw annoyingness and I think it was your laughter which really brought us closer.You laugh at the slightest things and sometimes its amusing and sometimes its irritating and annoying.You're a pretty cheerful person,in fact sometimes too overly cheerful and hyper.Thank you for pushing me when I fell this year,without you,i don't think i can survive 2011.Even though you very cheapskate and take advantage of me everytime -> steal my food , and very naggy but I love you all the same. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND I KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY IS AWESOME ONE CAUSE IT'S SPENT WITH ME :D

with love,
LowLow :D

Some things will never change.
My fondness towards certain stuff will never fade somehow.

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I fell in love with the colours and now I'm so tempted to get one! The price is like $165 but it isn't really worth it somehow but I'M REALLY TEMPTED AS I'm a huge lover of colours. Can someone just kill me?

Spent a lot of money on food recently~~
Went swimming with Syafiqah today and it's been a really long time since I last swam.
Spent $14 on a new pair of goggles.
My stamina really decreased a lot,I used to be able to swim laps in the deep pool and now I'm all breathless after half a lap.
Bought Tako-yaki and gongcha!
$5.30 in total!

Be who you want to be , today.
Live your life with no regrets.
I am trying to find my destina.

Psychology for the win.