Because I do not want to have any regrets.

Doing Amaths homework and thinking of how things might be if I didn't make certain choices. Maybe it was all pre-destined in the first place but I still have some regrets. Certain friendships, especially the best kind of friendships, maybe they are only meant to last for a short while after all. Some things in life, no matter how hard you try to prevent them from happening, they will still happen inevitably. I remembered I used to have this best friend in primary school since primary 1 and then we had a big fight in primary 5 and that's it, end of friendship. Even though we do still talk to each other, but things can never go back. Just like now, the past is the past.

Some people can never be replaced.
最终留下只是回忆。
I wonder what will happen to me and you in 10 years time. Complete strangers? Maybe.

Right now my photo is taking a really long time to upload so I shall blog first.
Today I watched a documentary and this British lady actually went to Bali and set up a clinic to provide free services for the Balinese. Her son passed away due to cancer 16 years ago so she came to Bali to relieve the pain.She found inner strength in her pain and used it to help those in need in which I really respect her for,because what I do when I'm upset is to moan and whine and hope that someone will emphasize with me. Looking at those poor Balinese who don't even have the money to see a doctor, I am really grateful for whatever things I have in life.

Mama Gloria's selflessness, if only everyone have it,the world would be a better place. A happier one. A brighter one. But then again if you ask yourself if you have $50, would you bear to donate it to the less unfortunate or keep it for yourself and spend it on things you like? I'm sure for many of us it's the second option. On what condition would you give money to someone you don't even know? Do something which will not even benefit yourself? I guess that's the difference between Mama Gloria and us.

''It's not where you go that matters,its the things you do.''

Why can't I be as pretty as her. :(
The difference is like way too big!!!! See people eyes so small still can be so chio one.

LOL i thought i had a great blog till I visited Jiawen'S BLOG TODAY.
#failuntilcannotfailliao

I feel so great today. Was about to text him to resolve that problem but no fucking guts.

Had a horrid day. Nearly burst out crying after POA's test. Things didn't get better when SOMEONE flipped the god damn table cause he's angry. -___-


Was relatively pissed at someone but mainly it's cause I'm childish.

Talked to him. Actually no, texted. And it made my day really better. Will continue to strive for him.

我依然拥抱着不真实的欲望。然而，那欲望是我最大的推动力可是每当残酷的现实狠狠地在我脸上打一巴掌时，我的推动力化为了说不出的累和想放弃的冲动。我为何如此脆弱？