Same old tired lonely place everyday. I really cannot wait to graduate.

I wonder of you had remembered your promise to me, or was it a memory so vague and distant now?

Strength and faith, it's hard to hold on when you have nothing left at times. Endure.

Passion is what drives us!

My last performance for the school was a glorious one. The most major and worthy one.

It's the 50th anniversary concert tomorrow.
Can't believe all these rehearsals are coming to an end.There are times when I dreaded the rehearsals,times when I was filled with anticipation and actually looked forward to rehearsals as it was a getaway from studies,times when I resented myself for volunteering to be in the concert,times when I felt so lonely during CCA without those people who once made me feel whole.
Pep talks we got,scoldings we endured,the frustration we had when we were made to repeat the same scene over and over again. Surviving late nights just to complete homework and revise for tests.

Memories indeed.

'' without struggles,there is no progress'' Yeah I am struggling and enduring. But I will survive. It has really been a tough week for me. CCA on Monday,Wednesday and Friday. Tuition on Tuesday,Thursday and Saturday. Concert tomorrow and extra lessons on Monday which is supposing a holiday.

Had Amaths tuition today and went to AMK with Jiawen to buy a birthday gift.Totally had no mood to study today,yeah I feel guilty but there's nothing I can do about it.

6 more months to turning sixteen.
6 months and 1 day to O levels.
7 more months to graduation night.

Keep moving on.

I will endure and survive. Even though the route may seemed so far and tedious,but I'm going to make it no matter what.

I have to.

“I want to taste and glory in each day, and never be afraid to experience pain; and never shut myself up in a numb core of nonfeeling, or stop questioning and criticizing life and take the easy way out. To learn and think: to think and live; to live and learn: this always, with new insight, new understanding, and new love.”
― Sylvia Plath


How long can these strength last?

Why am I so beautiful...
HAHAHAHAHA probably gonna get judged about how shameless and disgusting I am but it's okay, I happy can alr.
Zaidi tweets about how beautiful he is everyday and I am very supportive of that.