其实我并不想上大学
你会惊讶吗？
I still can't figure out what I truly have passion for.
I don't envy people with achievements at all.
I envy people who know where they want to go in life and have to courage to pursue their dreams.
Most of my classmates got 20++ for L1R4 and some of them were like, '' wah 15.. so good.''
I'm one of the minority who got okay results
表面上看的风光
他们应该不知到背后的努力，痛苦，心酸
这几个月我付出太多太多了
我很累
很累
很累
很累
很累
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很累           
 

Outing with drama peeps. Rest of the photos with Shahira and Toni.

Tonight my thoughts revolve around selfishness.
I really do not understand why some people can be selfish and yet so self righteous about it
What is the point of insisting you are right and pushing all the wrongs on other people? Have you reflected on yourself?
Your stubborn immature mindset will prevent you from getting true happiness.



Y U SO ADORABLE. :> Forever so cute hohohoohohohohoh. can't help smiling at your epicness.

Recently all people do is to let me down. Raise my hopes up an then smash it straight in my face.

Sick of it. Perhaps I'm just an insignificant little dot huh?


I feel like none of you understand me at all.

So just let me fucking drown in my solitude.

Aiya ZhiLing mah, forever like that one.

Everyone should just fuck off from my life and leave me alone.

fear of the unknown
i do.
hate changes.
i do.
meeting new people and accepting them, i find it hard.
What if it ends up like 4e2..
its already been a tough 1.5 years, don't wanna it to be another tough 3 years
been wanting to graduate for as long as i can remember
but now,all i feel is fear
why?
4 years ago i found courage to join drama
despite standing solo
i made it through
all these countless pain these years
i made it through


why cant i have the courage to try again

I never felt so lost before.
A junction of your life where you're suppose to make a decision which will affect your entire future.
Be brave and go for it now?
Wait till next year?
Asked for so many opinions.
Heard million words of advice.
I thought I had it all figured out.
Turns out my fickle mind refuse to let me off.
Indecisiveness,
fears,
it all consumes me.
LOL now I feel like I'm writing poetry,
but hell no I'm not.
WHY LING WHY YOU LIKE TO TORTURE YOURSELF
just be happy go lucky
no i can't do it
le sigh
i feel like my heart is in all directions
i wanna be anywhere but here

Please don't puke looking at my face. I watched the avengers with Shahira,Francis and John today. Wanted to watch dark shadows but it starts at 2.30pm but Shahira and John were late. So we watched the avengers which started at 3pm. I was pretty reluctant cause it's those kind of action movie.. not really my type of movies. But I'm a nice person so I watched it with them. LOL. Actually no,John watched dark shadows before and I didn't want to waste his money watching it twice despite him telling me he wouldn't mind watching it twice. And Francis seemed pretty skeptical about dark shadows and the movie already started and we've not yet buy the tickets. So yeah.

The storyline was kind of expected. Heros save the world. The good over the evil. Like that lor.

I like my outfit today,jeans with the tanktop above with cardigan. Not really my usual style but I looked so mature and not underdressed. Maybe change is good. HAHA.

I used to have second thoughts about posting ''zilian'' photos because he* used to make it sound like its what typical teenage girls do and then I stopped posting those kind of photos. I also very very afraid people will laugh and say i ugly. But now after straightening my thoughts,why should I change because of him? He's already treating me like some little kid from the start he know me. And why should I hide who I am? If you wanna laugh then you laugh lor. My blog look so cheapo thanks to these low quality photos but sorry,I no money buy DSLR camwhore. LOL.

OKAY I ADMIT I ALSO VERY SCARED I END UP LIKE ________ , kenna people laugh behind the back,still very confident. Don't know her own limits,ugly still post a lot of camwhore photos. Then people laugh still don't know. I sound very bad huh, but at least I am voicing out my opinions instead of talking about people behind their back.

Results tomorrow. If I claimed that there's no an ounce of fear in me,I would be lying.

我今天撒了谎，做了缩头乌龟。
依然选择逃避现实。每想到我会怕成这个地步。

This song very nice.






This one also.陳潔儀 - 倔強

''我的回憶很倔強
一路陪我向前看
它教會我幸福不是永遠的陪伴
而是有你在心上 一個人也勇敢''

The lyrics is by my distant relative! Nice right!!!

Shopping with Syafiqah

Met up with Syafiqah today for a shopping trip.LAZY TO BLOG SO LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING.

Had my lunch at Mos Burger ^_^

I'M DROOLING.

Outfit of the day~

I shall post the photo when Syafiqah uploaded it. :)

Bought myself a similar skirt like the above picture but it's purple in colour. Also bought a bag from Cotton On and it's damn cheap but the strap cannot be adjusted.fuck it. Kinda regret not buying the necklaces today but I'm not willing to spend so much money on necklaces! $15 can buy me one outfit eh. 

That's it for today. BYE.