I can't remember anything from my past anymore.
I can't feel how I used to feel as well,void of all emotions.
Everything feels like a blank. 

I feel so depressed and sad till i feel this ache in my heart. I felt as though I'm such a useless person recently. Eat sleep use handphone use computer.
I miss studying for Os even.
sigh

I read her blog and I wonder who's the new her in your life.

Tonight I am thinking through many things. What if I disappear? Who the fuck would still care?


I miss you so much. I think no one cares about me the way you do. No one can ever replace you. Come back.

Instagram all glamorous. Real life I'm just a pathetic loser which no one really wants.

'' My life is mundane.''

This sentence is such an understatement.No idea why I am getting pissed off by everyone around me recently.But I feel sorry for myself living in solitude.Only 2 days being at home,I feel so miserable already.I miss going to school and having something to do. All I do is eat and sleep and go to social networking sites and I feel like such a useless person with no goals in life suddenly.

I don't really know how to express myself but I guess I'm just highly unmotivated in life. :(

Priya's birthday party on Sunday. Which is yesterday. Raj ain't in this photo because he wasn'
t there yet because he had to attend some ear piercing ceremony before he came. The incomplete clique.

Priya looked really gorgeous that day. I mean yesterday. My face looks squarish because i clipped up my fringe LOL.

An act cute face with another ''why am i stuck with her im so pathetic'' face. LOL

Polariods ^_^ Shahira wasn't in the picture because she left early. :(

When I saw JinKheng's outfit,I seriously LOL because it was kind of similar to mine because of the colour and it's checkered too. -_-

The worst part was Shahira said:'' eh you two going visiting for Chinese New Year ah?''
LOLOLOLOLOLOL

And so this is what I wore.

Okay this pathetic post is just filled with pictures and captions byebye. I realise I forgot to take a picture with Shahira and Raj. LOL

I had this at Gelare, causeway point today. Although it's pricey but I really feel a surge of delight eating this dessert. It has always been one of my wishes to have something like this. The icecream is really good,I had caramel fudge brownie. It's kind of disappointing that the outlet at Causeway point didn't offer cookie dough! :( Hopefully next time I can buy the ingredients and make something like this but the waffle,will be a very big challenge as it's crispy on the outside and soft on the inside. Like cake.

My whatsapp conversation with Tiger today made me very happy. ''I so long never see you le,but we still can chat about so many things. wee. I'm the best senior right.'' ''We never see each other for a year plus liao.Thought I long forgotten.''

I feel quite touched that someone actually appreciates my effort to keep in touch. To sustain a friendship,it's really not easy. We are acquainted with so many people but what does it takes to actually maintain a friendship for years? It's inevitable that people walk in and out of your life but I don't see the point of getting close with someone and them walking out in the end. I remember I had this friend which I was pretty,not really close but considered close in cca. We no longer talk after he changed CCA which is pretty sad. I'm afraid some of my secondary school friends and I will drift apart too. But I don't have much friends to begin with in the first place..

Younger brother heading for hongkong and shenzhen,China for some immersion programme and he gets to visit HongKong disneyland. :( *envious face pops up* Reminds me of the time he sent me that text asking me to buy sweets to shanghai because he knows I have low blood sugar and he sent me this super long goodbye message.He was the first person I text when I get back to SG LOL. So fast 3 years passed.

Goodnight.