To a lot of people,I'm just this bitch who craves for attention. okaycan.
I'm this person who go around hurting people,after I had my fair share of fun.
I go around flirting and playing with people's feelings,to fill this emptiness in me.
I'm a .. slut.

Karma went wrong

Typical girl who blog. So must have this kind of typical zilian photo. I'm so self obsessed.


Today I was supposed to meet Jaiya at 11am but I was late.
Guess what happened?
You know there's this blind old man who always wait for bus 800 at the busstop near my house?
Well,I was waiting for 804 to meet Jaiya and then he went ''Can anyone help me?''
At that time,there was only me,him and another ah-beng looking boy at the busstop.
At first I pretended I didn't hear him,hoping that the ah beng-boy would help him.
But he didn't.
So I offered my help to him and brought him home.He lives at Blk 238 while my supplier lives at Blk 237.What a coincidence.
Anyway,I WAS REALLY GLAD I HELPED HIM cause I felt like I did a good deed and good things would come my way.

Then I met Jaiya and then went to Popular to buy some cards for seniors with Heidi.Waited for Yunxuan while Heidi went off first.We then went to Causeway Point to have Mcdonald for lunch and also in hope to visit WeiJie and give him our support but he's not there.

So much for karma. I got hit by a bicycle today and it was damn painful.I'm so pissed off seriously.Actually I didn't really do much today except take photos and admire the scenery at the beach LOL.

So.. here are the photos!
LOL me and Yunxuan were sitting at the cliff,and I wanted to take the photo but I was laughing way too much and the photo turned out blurry. SUPER ZOOM FOR THE WIN~~.

I had strawberry sundae today:)) Although I nearly couldn't finish it!I wanted to take a self shot and ended up including the couple.Laughed like mad when I saw the photo!!Breathe in the beauty. I love my camera.We are young,we run free.Me and Yunxuan.<3
After a while,it started to rain and in the end me,Yunxuan and Hafiq took a taxi and the stupid taxi drop us off at somewhere without a shelter and we ran to the bustop drenched.Screw that taxi driver seriously.

The rest of the photos are at facebook,I'm lazy to post! Sorry!! Hope tomorrow will be a good day ^_^. Today wasn't that fun cause PuayLin and JianXing weren't here.

Anyway Jianxing texted me saying that he bought earrings for me,I'm like damn happy cause he actually thought of me when he's in JB!! LOVE DIE MY MARIA CAN. WAHAHAH. And he tell me don't think too much. I won't,jianxing. Me and you = forever maria and tai tai relationship only. HAHAHHA.

And Chemistry teacher-student relationship.

HAHAHA. GOODNIGHT.

Know why I wanna take psychology?
I wanna cure myself.
I wanna be my own hero.

Went swimming with PuayLin today. Let those troubles drift away.
I wonder how people can stay so happy all the time.
I hate pretty and happy girls. I hate them for having what I don't have. LOL.

This is a cover of jar of hearts and it is one of my favourite songs.
I like her cover even better than the original which was sang by Christina Perri.
Reason why I like this song so much?
Well,intially,I don't really care much about the song,to me it was just another emotional love song.
Like bleah,so typical.
But the more I listened and I carefully reviewed the lyrics,I fell in love with the spirit of the song.
'' Who you think you are? Running round leaving scars,collecting your jar of hearts and tearing love apart.You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul,so don't come back for me,don't come back at all.''

Feel the ache? Can you relate?

sick of being unhappy in life...

I hope you will keep your promise and be there till the end.I hope you will never say the above to me. I hope.

Hey! It's time to update again! Like my face or not? *wink* LOLOLOLOL.
So I met JinKheng to study chinese at 12 noon instead of 11.30am because he woke up late.
Then I met Jiawen to watch a movie...

I wanted to go to Ang Mo Kio Hub to watch but her mum only allow her to watch at Northpoint so yeah..
We had a debate about what to watch and ended up watching real steel.I wanted TinTin at first but I'm a very nice person so I watched real steel with her. Bought cheese hot dog and a stick of nuggets and I smuggled it into the cinema.

It wasn't as bad as I thought. I thought it would be boring but it turns out awesome. The little boy who acted was so cute. Love his eyes!!! But I was kind of pissed off when I watched the movie as someone behind me kept on kicking the chair and fidgeting in his seat.I was getting really annoyed and I turned back to glare and him many times and he threw popcorn at me WTF. Annoying asshole seriously. Ill bred kid.

Then Jiawen came to my house because I can't wait to give her the photo montage I personally made for her hehehehe. Here are some photos! :)
Very nice right? Of course lah,I make one leh.
Polaroids which we took last time:) My movie ticket :) Our movie ticket ^^Elated LooiLooi with her present and card :) LOL my awesome white wall. I look so unhealthy. :( A post dedicated to Jiawen since I promised her so.

Dear annoying sunshine,

You have been really annoying for the past 3 years and this year being classmates,I experienced your raw annoyingness and I think it was your laughter which really brought us closer.You laugh at the slightest things and sometimes its amusing and sometimes its irritating and annoying.You're a pretty cheerful person,in fact sometimes too overly cheerful and hyper.Thank you for pushing me when I fell this year,without you,i don't think i can survive 2011.Even though you very cheapskate and take advantage of me everytime -> steal my food , and very naggy but I love you all the same. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND I KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY IS AWESOME ONE CAUSE IT'S SPENT WITH ME :D

with love,
LowLow :D