泪还是要往肚子吞
growing up means your right to cry whenever you want is demolised

“He may still love you. He probably does. He probably doesn’t know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life.”

Maybe

Maybe it is foolish to have thoughts that people will be there for you forever.
Maybe in my dreams,maybe in my memories. Maybe,in a parallel universe.

Maybe you would have,maybe you would have not
Maybe you once did,maybe it's all over
Maybe things wouldn't have change,maybe they would have

Maybe.

Step poet lol

"My advise is,don't. Maybe because he has no one right now. Sorry,I'm a possessive friend and I don't want to see you get hurt." JJ can be cute sometimes and haha so thankful that he is looking out for me!! It's really nice of him. 

I would have done so if it was last year. But his words and his humiliating retreat makes me feel like his ego is so strong and he's immature for his age. I have to have a protective barrier too. I hope when you reach the big 2 this year you can grow up. Maybe just a little. 

In god I trust. In JJ's words I trust. Ok jk 

Actually all my friends look out for me. Hoho and I think I'm not that stupid also. I know how to draw the line and I know if people are being genuine or not. 

TIREDDDDD

Been devoid of all emotions recently and friends asked why I looked so down and tired recently. Guess I was just tired of all the projects piling up and glad that two are down already.Left with one on next Tuesday and another one the following Monday.

If you truly loved her,you wouldn't go for someone new so fast. Probably one of the reasons why I don't really want to. Bleah,I'll see how things go. All I want is for my 2014 to be peaceful and I won't let anyone disrupt it. That includes you.

A Small Consolation / Time

Everything that we once were
is now a sad and lonely verse      

When once I had so much to say
I am now bereft of words

Sometimes it's just the order of things,
that make them seem much worse.

It's not as if you would have stayed
if I hadn't left you first

- Lang Leav         


You were the one
I wanted most
to stay

But time could not
be kept at bay

The more it goes,
the more it's gone
the more it takes away.

-Lang Leav 

I love Lang Leav's poetry. Can't wait to get a copy of her Love and Misfortunes and maybe write a few pieces myself. Wrote a piece called Diminishing words in December but too paiseh to post cause I think it sucks and it probably sucks because my poetry has an awkward stance to it. 

Happy Birthday :)

Last December you said something about expecting a blog post to you on your birthday,I don't know if you still remember or whether you still visit. But I'm going to write one all the same.

So yeah,Happy Birthday! I've hope you enjoyed your birthday today and thank you for coming on Earth and making me learn things about myself no one taught me. Thank you for being you.

生日快乐！