Sigh.
I never feel so screwed up for exams before.
Never in my whole life.
I hate myself for giving in to negative feelings and laziness and procrastination.
My goal last year.
Be happy,score good grades.
I failed.
I am procrastinating right now.FUCK LAAAA.
LOWZHILING,YOU REALLY SUCK SIA.
I never felt so scared before.
Fear crept in my mind like a monster,devouring each bubble of happiness in me.
I have this tendency to slide towards depression.
I push people away after we get close.
Cause in the end they'll leave.
So what's the point of remaining close only to get hurt in the end?
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