I know all my blogposts are pretty boring but well, sometimes there are just certain things I have to get off my chest.
Well, there is a certain reason why I always tweet certain stuff.
''我想了好久好久,身为一个朋友,你为我做得不够多,如果她可以做到,你为什么就做不到,我如此无奈,你如此nonchalant.然而那两年来我觉得自己为你的付出是maximum efforts 而你这两年来对我却是bare minimum. 最奇怪的是我不会怨你,不会生气,可能这就是友谊的奇妙吧。''
For the two years in the same class as her, I always put in effort to be the best as a friend I could be.I listened to all her complaints and tried to make her a happy person.
But ever since we were in the different class,she barely put in any effort to sustain the friendship.
It's always me and me and me. Me initiating to hang out during recess or after school. Me asking her out. Me initiating a conversation on msn. Me this,me that.
Well,when I'm upset or whatever,she's not there. She's always busy. I can really feel it in my heart she's not making any effort. After those tussles and struggles for the past 1 year plus in school,I finally know who are my true friends. I'm not saying she's not a true friend,i just merely feel that she's not putting in enough efforts.
It's takes two to clap.
YX is in a different clique,yet the effort she puts in is 150%.
我庆幸有她这样一个朋友。
I decide to stop putting in so much effort because I always get nothing back from you.
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