( Well technically speaking,there's still O levels but who cares,let me bask in my temporary happiness first.)
So I had my last paper today,which is Science MCQ paper, 20 questions of Chemistry and Physics each. It lasted for one hour only! :D I know I screwed up MYE a lot but I am gonna buck up for prelims. Mark my words. But actually I'm really scared I won't have the motivation and drive to study for O levels after examinations.I always have the '' must work hard'' motivation during exam periods but after that I'll cut myself some slack and not work hard. Le sigh. I know my blog has been pretty wordy so I took loads of pictures using my ipod touch today to jazz my blog up a little if not it will be extremely boring.
Hehe, got the antique china feel or not? If only I could visit the real palace in China!
I actually made plans to hang out with JiaYing but she wasn't feeling well so I headed to Northpoint with Yunxuan and Jiawen. The worst decision we make was to walk to Northpoint! The heat was really irritating and I AGREED to walking because it was still pretty early and the weather was cooling initally.. Who knew..
I took a photo of this flower and Jiawen say I suaku,never see wild flower before. -_- People want act artistic cannot ah?
Then Jiawen suddenly posed in front of my ipod and dragged Yunxuan. LOLOLOL SEE YUNXUAN SO RELUCTANT TO TAKE PHOTO!! HAHA.
But the short journey to Northpoint despite the heat was actually pretty enjoyable with Jiawen's nonsensical ramblings about her childhood,talking about Winx Club and Happy Meal.
I was the only one eating while the two girls were just listening to music with Jiawen playing games on my ipod. We then walked around Northpoint aimlessly since majority of the shops were not opened yet. YunXuan bought her soymilk and Jiawen left for home promptly.
Me and Yunxuan then headed for the library and we had a pretty long talk. 1 hour. Actually it's damn long because we talked really fast. Our speed is like vrooom vrooom vrooom. I told her my dilemma about JCs and polytechnics. All my close friends are heading for the JC route as it's the most conventional way to University and it's a safer route. But I told her I know I won't be happy if I'm in JC but at the same time I do not want my future to be ''dangerous'' if you know what I meant. To slog it out and endure 2 years of hardship or choose I route which I think I will enjoy but face the consequences later? I hate unknowns,sigh.
But then again, she shared her experience about what happened 2 years ago. Her entire clique received the pink slip,the triple science option. The yearned for option,the elite option. Turns out they were struggling inside whether to choose it for not. All four choose it in the end and PY and Yunxuan who intially was reluctant to be in triple sciences dropped biology while KY and YM who decided to slog it out with a firm stand still continue to take triple sciences.
I think I know myself too well, I won't do well if I'm unhappy. And you may ask,how would I know I would be unhappy? Well, I hated rules and regulations and JCs .. is like secondary school,the system of education there. I hate being under pressure and frantically living life,doing things I don't enjoy. But at the same time I ask myself this question,what if my determination died off halfway and I lose passion in the course I take? LE SIGH I should stop thinking about all this stuff. Follow my heart when I receive my results next year!
YunXuan told me she actually enjoyed each inter-class as it bonds the class more.She'll miss 4e4 when she graduate. I do wish I will miss this last lap,this class. I really do. But well,I long accepted the fact I can never fit in this class. I look down on people who refuses to work hard and blames other people for it. I hate being in an environment where the air is just filled with negative attitudes and laziness. But well, this school did give me good memories too though. :)
Borrowed 3 books and bought mother's day gift! The skincare product actually costs $60 but I bought it for only $15 from Sasa. Special promotion for mother day's I guess. ANDDDDDD I did a survey for the FACESHOP and got a free sample. Some toner and emulsion thingy, a little box with 2 tiny bottles but oh well,I love free stuff.
No tuition tomorrow,wonder how I should spend my day! ^^ BYE.
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