Zimplicity;

I have always being blatant with my feelings,showing it either through my words or actions.I do not like concealing my emotions,be it negative or positive. Today we had our usual session at Ah mei's drink station near our house and she analyzed personalities again.

难到你就没发现到吗？她就像一个坚强的小草，样子看起来不怎么有起色，可是她有自己的生存之道。

 It more or less reminds me when I was Primary four, I had this really fierce Chinese teacher who's kinda fat. Yeah I sound mean but she is. It's the truth. I detested her so much to the extent I called her '' Xishan 猪'' which means The Pig of Xishan in English. I'm from Xishan primary school by the way. On Children's day, she gave us each an A4 size laminated card she personalized on her own. On the card were cartoons and a message catered according to our personalities. It has a quote on it but I can't really remember what,except that it mentioned about a plant surviving because it knows how to adjust according to the situation but another plant breaking because it refuses to change.Something about being more happy if you know how to change and adjust to the situation. Changing your thinking.

I guess one of my flaws all these years since young is that I'm rigid with my thinking. I like to insist I'm right and I like people to think I'm right.I justify a lot on when I'm right,I defend myself with excuses,reasons.That's why throughout these years,the reasons why I'm unhappy are more or less the same.

But those unhappiness make me learn lessons though. I used to whine,complain about it instead of simplifying it. Solving it.


This song somehow is a great comfort at times.