16 more days to Os and I feel so unprepared.I hate this uncertainty that amasses in me as the dates draw closer and closer.I feel like I didn't really give it my all,I succumbed to my emotions and laziness a lot of times.
I used to be super confident in Humanities and doing alright in accounting but now I only feel fear as I discovered my disability to digest large chunks of information and I hadn't really been working hard in POA.
Horrible horrible results and time is running out.
And as time past,I realized I hate people in general. I lost faith in people. It's not like people are willing to sacrifice everything for you and put in effort even if you do the same. I used to give a lot of shit but now I don't. I gave up. What's most important is myself because ultimately,everyone is gonna leave and there's no point in maintaining friendships.
Friends come and go. I accept that. 2 more weeks and I'm out of the hellhole I always hated. I hate the people there,i hate everything about that place. I've been waiting for 1 year plus and.. it's coming. I can't wait.
Contrary to the picture,I am not a sophisticated person. I am a clumsy dwarf and my English is often ridiculed in real life. Thank god for internet.
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