I can't help to raise my hopes. I know I should prevent myself from doing so but I can't help it. It hurts even more when people got in through JPSAE and I got back nothing. I should be grateful I got posted to NYP where there are friends around but a part of me still wished NP did offer me the course I wanted. It feels so disappointing.Maybe I didn't answer their questions the way they wanted. Maybe I'm not good enough.
I was feeling positive,telling myself Syafiqah and Heidi are in the same polytechnic but then I realized I was just fooling myself. I ain't happy.
What if I accepted TP place? What if I studied harder? No point pondering,just move on. At least I didn't get into some shitty courses which I put at the back. And on the side note,I get to save on transport fares and time.
Goodbye January and hello February. January has been dramatic enough and February,I just want serenity and peace .
Contrary to the picture,I am not a sophisticated person. I am a clumsy dwarf and my English is often ridiculed in real life. Thank god for internet.
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