Zimplicity;

Sometimes we portray a version of ourselves which we want to show to others,why?I missed times when people are authentic and aren't afraid to be silly and show the world their stupid side. I missed conversations about random things,filled with so little content yet so enjoyable.

Actually I kind of miss work. I miss interacting with different clients and delivering documents to different places,exploring different scenery of Singapore. Waking up and having my breakfast before work and then countdown to lunch time. And then taking the rebound train after delivering documents or completion on purpose and tada,its 6pm. Knock off and dinner. Watch tv and sleep. Countdown to friday and make plans for weekend to enjoy myself.

I only appreciate the ability to ''nua'' when I got work. Now I have all the time and freedom to do so,it becomes boring,empty. My life currently is boring,void of spectrum of emotions and meaning.There's nothing to do,nothing to dread,nothing to look forward to.

Lower secondary school life was like a adrenaline rush for me while upper secondary school life was filled with fears and slopes. Feeling myself slipping away yet not having enough courage to pull myself back on the track which I was suppose to.

I have no idea what this blogpost is actually about. Just typing whatever that comes to my mind. I don't know how to explain all these thoughts to my friends. Sometimes I even feel that my friends don't understand me.

Okay beside all these chim weird thoughts which always pops up in my mind,I went shopping with Heidi today and I'm damn happy I bought a plaid shirt for $5. It wasn't the kind of pattern I wanted BUT the size is just nice which makes me thankful BECAUSE ... I'm fucking petite and big plaid shirts would just look unkempt and awful on my body. Although it got studs which made it very hipster-ish and ew-ish but I think I can pull the look off lah. No one will really go look at the studs right? LOLOLOL.

Walao I don't think anyone reads my blog but it's okay I'm just typing for the sake of it and pathetic me is stuck on level 8 of candy crush. I don't even find it fun sia but I feel very pekcek I cannot level up. Okay it's 12:45am now goodnight.

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