1. I am suppose to be sleeping now but no,I am filled with anxiety about my ICA tomorrow and it's the first day of school technically speaking.I am often described as ''emo'' but I think I am just a little on the melancholic side. I am lost in my own thoughts very often. I am not really an introvert but I only open up to people whom I want to. Not really much of a people person but being alone scares me so I would rather be with people most of the times.
2. I would love to open up and be adventurous in life but heck no,I'm way too lazy and fearful to try out new things so I'm still stuck in my own circle that I drew myself. I would love love love to have a fashion blog and you know,start my own vlogs and stuff but heck no,I'm too lazy to learn video editing and I'm way tooooooo shy. Actually not really shy ah,like just afraid of what people would say HAHAHAHA.
3.I have very low self esteem about my looks and intellect and I'm really lost in life like now. Yes now.
4.It's supposed to be 10 facts about myself but I should head to bed because I'm suppose to wake up at 9am tomorrow but I'm here because I'm so angsty about my ICA and they said writing is suppose to be therapeutic so I'm here. Goodnight and one more week to July!
Ps.Had to went back and edit the title because I put 3 things i want to say right now instead of 4. LOLOLOL okay goodnight for real.
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