Zimplicity;

Painful to know you could actually doubt that friendship. If only you could just let go of hatred and forgive people,life would be so much easier. And I tried so hard this year to make it up to you,even defending you when he said really nasty stuff about you at the expense of our whatsapp conversation in the coldest atmosphere and all I got back was doubts. 

Why can't everyone just get along peacefully?Or must I really lose that one friend in order to have peace in my life? It upsets me to know that I am causing someone so much misery and it was never my intention to. 

You might feel hurt but please understand that there are circumstances for me to. He hates you. I have no fucking idea why. And the other party wants to cut all ties with you since 2009. What am I suppose to do? Pull you into some fake pretentious friendship? 

I tried to be friends because I know how it feels like to feel so abandoned and so hateful towards people all the time because that was how I felt in 2007. All chained up and miserable. 

Find forgiveness and let go of hatred and I hope you will be happier. You might find this post bloody pretentious but I mean every single fucking word I said.