Fifteen!

Been procrastinating so here are the photos!
From Toni and Quanen:DPig-rabbit from YangMing:)Handmade scrapbook from Syafiqah!!! <3Perfume from VETINA! :D
Notebook plus chocolate plus piggy bank from LOOIJIAWEN:)Notebook and bear from JiaYing ^^Cup and plate set from PeiYin:)Photoframe plus bottle thingy from LiYing:)Spongebob plus charm bracelet plus satchel bag from drama people!:)Necklace from halai priya!:)Bear plus handphone holder plus study notes set from YunXuanPersonalised keychain from HEIDI :DJewellry set from Nitu. Earrings plus necklace.American T-shirt from PuayLin:)))Card from Heidi:)Photo Montage from LiYing:) Letter from PeiYin:DLetter from Lucinda :DCard from Looi Looi ^^From JiaYing ^_^I love this card hehehe. It's from JJ. It's super creative!! Nyan Sheep! Plus there's cotton behind hehehe. cuteness overload.Birthday essay from JianXing! Behind also got but I lazy take photo.Letter from NeoPuayLin and her signature seal LOLOLOLOL. Every year will have the seal from her.Letter from LaoChou.Card from Vetina :)From Toni and Quanen:)My cousin lent me her polariod camera and gave me coloured films as presents ^.^Photo Montage from drama peeps.Surprise at Sentosa with girlfriends the next day.

So this sums up my fifteenth birthday.I'm lazy to post Lucinda's present,it's a black necklace.I received 3 necklaces this year LOL.

SORRY FOR THE PROCRASTINATION. UPLOADING PHOTOS IS A HASSLE.

People who have no sense of originality, BOO.
Only know how to copy copy copy.
People who are cheapskate and take advantage of other people.,BOO.
Get a life pleaseee.

I spent a long time trying to find out what's my problem.
In the end,it turns out I'm just insecure.
I'm filled with fears. Many fears.
I didn't know how to deal with it.
Nor could I find someone to truly confide to.
I tried to find someone,but each time I'm faced with the same thing,I didn't dare to commit or trust.
I tried to believe in someone but I don't know,perhaps he didn't truly understand me.
Perhaps I was afraid how other people would think or look at me.
It seemed as though I had forgotten but I didn't.
I didn't.
I think of you every single day.
LOL you moved on didnt you.
You gave far too much , it made me feel even worser and even more guilty sometimes .
I felt ashamed of myself for not reciprocating .
But it would be unfair to you if I did, cause I liked him.
And he like her.
Which is normal.
She's pretty.
Really.
And probably much smarter.
Much nicer.
Much better than me.

Okay LOL .
Anyway I highly doubt we can go back to how we were before without any awkwardness and pain.But good memories though.

Thankyou for backing me on when I fell and hurt.

I need someone to hold on to too.

101th post,cousin's 21st birthday party on 29 oct. ! Sorry for the delay,this computer sucks! :)
Lazy to blog so I shall spam some photos.

Say hello to the 2 lovely people who made my life bearable this year.


Been stressing over chinese o levels and school stuff recently. No money for amaths and emaths and combined science. Must choose but then everything f9 EXCEPT for emaths which is c6 so how. :(

Tutor all 3 is more than $400 a month and for 12 months means it would be over $4000. FML.

Why do I suck in maths and science!!!!!!!!! :(

Cousin's 21st party tomorrow,bye,shall go offline to do her card.

Hi I am a normal teenage girl and thus there is a compulsion for me for me to upload my own photos. Or so called ''zilian'' photos because I'm too obsessed with my own looks and I must share it with others.

Kidding, was testing my new Olympus sz-20. Colour ain't as vivid as samsung st-45 although there were more functions.

Promise to update a decent post soon. I'm too dumb,took photos , a lot of photos and i deleted them cause i couldn't transferred it to my computer as I saved the photo in my camera instead of the sd card. #foreverdumb kthxbye.