Zimplicity;

I spent a long time trying to find out what's my problem.
In the end,it turns out I'm just insecure.
I'm filled with fears. Many fears.
I didn't know how to deal with it.
Nor could I find someone to truly confide to.
I tried to find someone,but each time I'm faced with the same thing,I didn't dare to commit or trust.
I tried to believe in someone but I don't know,perhaps he didn't truly understand me.
Perhaps I was afraid how other people would think or look at me.
It seemed as though I had forgotten but I didn't.
I didn't.
I think of you every single day.
LOL you moved on didnt you.
You gave far too much , it made me feel even worser and even more guilty sometimes .
I felt ashamed of myself for not reciprocating .
But it would be unfair to you if I did, cause I liked him.
And he like her.
Which is normal.
She's pretty.
Really.
And probably much smarter.
Much nicer.
Much better than me.

Okay LOL .
Anyway I highly doubt we can go back to how we were before without any awkwardness and pain.But good memories though.

Thankyou for backing me on when I fell and hurt.