Wake up call.

Ms Ong came in our class and started babbling.
Turns out 19 of my classmates failed Social Studies.
''... blahblah wake up call,and the only distinction in this class is Zhi Ling.''
I broke into a smile instantly,like who isn't happy to be in the top of class for something?
It made my day seriously,but I didn't get the A1 I wanted.
16/25 for SBQ and 19/25 for SEQ.
Which is like 35/50 , A2.

POA was kind of awesome too. A1. :D and a high one too.Well,but everyone got good grades for POA.

Mood was totally slammed when it's emaths.I thought I would at least pass emaths.I failed.
Paper 1 -> 43/80
Paper 2 -> 39/100

FUCK THIS SHIT. I got tuition you know!!! See-ing Hariz and Ezza cry didn't make me feel better.Plus Ms Smarty Pants JiaWen got highest in the class. Looking at Mr Lim's disappointed face made me feel even worse. I flipped through the papers and there's a lot of blanks and ''careless''. I want to bang the wall and slap myself so freaking badly.

My mood didn't turn better when it was the time to check higher Chinese. I thought I did well,a B3 or better. I got B4. 62.8 I think. Well,maybe my composition pulled me down,I used to get 49.. And I got 43 only this time round.

I wanted to shout FUCK YOU to my English teacher,I was so irritated.She was tallying our marks using that 2 periods,like seriously? She could have done it earlier,waste our time!! And I was so confident for English and it was a fucking direct slap to my own face,I scored 9/25 for my comprehension.Overall c6.

FUCK THIS SHIT.

Tomorrow is gonna be even worser.
There's checking of History,Chemistry,Physics and Amaths.
And I confirm plus chop fail Physics and Amaths.
I hope I can pass Chemistry seriously.
Sigh.
PLEASE PLEASE let me have an A for History,I really need it.

I can go shoot myself now,bye.



Just a short msn conversation between Vetina and me.
Vetina Lin says
It's okayyyyyy.
Dn't be sad!
You've tried your best, didn't you?
(:
Low Zhi Ling says
no i didn't.

Notice my font colours?
Orange = positive
Blue=Negative

OH GOD. I DON'T WANNA RETAIN.