Zimplicity;

Fighting those little monsters within me ; it's very tiring.
I'm probably the kind of girl who looks tired and feel tired all the time,I can't help it either.

I feel your concern towards me slipped,I don't know if you're suppressing those feelings but I missed the times where I could feel the warmth of your concern,even if it's just through texts.

It took me a lot of courage to do that two days ago,you had no idea how difficult it is for even just to talk to you,look at you.I feel awkward.VERY VERY . It's like I'm afraid you'll know something you shouldn't know.

Bvlyn's blog make me feel like my blog is such a failure and my English sucks.LOL.I really like the way she portray her emotions using words,I can't seem to do so.I can't express my feelings 100% in words.

When the only friend who understood you is in another class,that sucks. She has enough troubles of her own,I probably shouldn't add on to it anymore.

Drama was fun today and I'm glad,really glad that John's the president again. Was told that I'm suppose to create an accounts book for drama fund and I have to show it to Ms Dianah every month and pass her the money.A bit scared and worried that I can't do it up to her expectations and get scolded.She's a perfectionist. Going to plan camp with John,Raj and Saras. I feel stressed when I heard that.I got reminded of last year's camp and that horrible night came to my mind.How I was crying like an idiot.

Hate myself for comparing myself with her.She seems flawless,really.She has already won hands down in terms of looks.She must be really popular and have a really awesome personality judging from her facebook profile.I feel so childish and pathetic stalking her but I can't resist the urge to do so.It makes me feel all broken and full of flaws inside.And to a certain extent,I even wanted to become her for a moment.How foolish.