Zimplicity;

You know,if I could get one of these bottles at 7-11,I swear I would buy enough to last for a lifetime.

What's wrong with me recently?I seemed to be detesting myself a lot. A LOT .
I can't seem to stop comparing myself with other people.
I can't seem to stop putting myself down.
There always seems to be a voice,telling me,you can't do it.you can't do it.you can't do it.

I can't seem to change this mentality.
I'm suppressing screams in my head,I'm trapped.
I hate being myself because I'm too ashamed to be me.
I'm too used to be other people,someone other than me.

Sometimes,I do wonder who is the real me?
The hyper crazy one? The blur one? The quiet and serious one? The lazy one? The complaining forever one? The one with the super low self esteem? The one who seeks motivation from quotes? Questions,questions.

I can't stop thinking.