Zimplicity;

So tomorrow will be my last day of attending extra lessons in school. There's a study boot camp in school organized by Ms Yong but I reckon everyone will just be talking and not really be productive.I know my class too well.I'm actually procrastinating to blog cause I feel like I hadn't done a decent post in ages.

Ideally,I wanted my June Holidays to be full of mugging. Hours everyday,productivity at it's best. But frankly speaking,its the holidays and I just want to have some fun and chill out. But le sigh,O LEVELS. There's ton of homework waiting for me too. :(

But I shall have fun and work hard at the same time. Hehe, I really cannot stand being trapped at home.I will feel so miserable and like I have wasted my day away.And.. there's always the temptation to shop.

Celebrated HuiSin's 16th birthday in school 3 days ago.We gave her a surprise in school. ^_^ Here's a photo of the birthday cake. It's dark chocolate by the way.

Oh, and JiaHui lent me The Secret to read and basically it's about the law of attraction.I'm going to try and apply it in my life and hopefully it works! NOOOO IT WILL DEFINITELY WORK. Must think good thoughts so those thoughts will become reality.

There's no plans for Wednesday,Thursday and Fridays and I don't wanna waste my day away. Let's hope I will actually do something productive! Amaths tuition on Saturday again but at least I have something to look forward to! Meeting my girlfriends in the evening plus dinner! Girls'night out hahaha but this will most likely be our last outing until O levels are over. :( Going to my nephew's first month celebration on Sunday. Technically speaking,not really my nephew but my cousin's baby. So I refer to him as my nephew.

Goals for June

• Make a list of homework and actually complete the homework
• Plan REVISION and stick to it
• Be productive
• Have some fun( which I don't know since all my close friends are always busy.)
• Be positive ( actually this is my daily goal but heck.)

I still can't get over the feeling of loneliness sometimes.I can't get over the fact I can put in a lot of effort into a friendship and get back nothing.Maybe this is karma.But well,I have to accept it and move on.Treat those who treat me genuinely even better than how they treat me,love them doubly hard.Reading a lot of psychology books has indeed given me a lot of new insights about life. I want to start truly living and taste life,the bitter-sweet anguish it gives me.I want to create memories that I'll remember when I'm old.

Vulnerability shall no longer be in my dictionary.