Zimplicity;

I'm insecure.

And I hate feeling this way.Maybe I just can't adapt to change.
Why do I get scared so easily?
Why do I get distracted easily?
Why do I find it so hard to stay focus?

I need to stop thinking so much,it's a horrible cycle.

It's Monday tomorrow.
I'm tired even before it's started.
I have been overthinking for so many months.
In 2009,I used laughter to conceal.
I don't know if I can continue to do it this year.
Even random things can't seem to make laugh anymore.

Emptiness and insecurities overwhelming me.
Sometimes it's like no one understand me at all.
I talked to myself again and again,
and guess what?
Sometimes I don't even understand myself at all.

A brain full of junk.