Floral Wednesday

Worn my floral leggings to school today. 

Sometimes I feel such a strong sense of dislike for people. I can't stand overly noisy people,I can't stand overly-sensitive people. I can't stand project mates who complete the bloody project by themselves. I can't stand many types of people. 

We can't always please others and expect people to like us. Not everyone will embrace our flaws. Guess I must accept that and try to be more understanding towards people. 

I'm glad I met my group of friends in poly but there is this very steep of loneliness that stabs through me everyday and I have no idea why. Maybe the depth of closeness can't ever be duplicated. 

I miss Heidi and YunXuan the most actually. They understand me so well and they know the correct words to make me feel better when things go wrong. I can tell them whatever shit that's on my mind so naturally. I miss that. Sigh.

Just a toy for you to play with when you're bored and need entertainment huh? Screw you.

Ps. I have officially found out the lookalike's twitter and instagram and he has a nickname call Chicken Little due to his hair. HAHAHAHAHA so cute. I see him in school everyday damn happy HAHHAHAHA 


Here's a meaningful story for you guys. Copied it from Facebook! 

A man with four wives, died giving Logic of Life..

He loved his fourth wife the most and took a great care of her and gave her the best.
He also loved his third wife and always wanted to show her off to his friends. However, he was always had a fear that she might runaway with some other man.

He loved his second wife too. Whenever he faced some problems, he always turned to his second wife and she would always help him out.

He did not love his first wife though she loved him deeply, was very loyal to him and took great care of him. One day the man fell very ill and knew that he is going to die soon.
He told himself, "I have four wives with me. I will take one of them along
with me when I die to keep company in my death."

Thus, he asked the fourth wife to die along with him and keep company. "No
way!" she replied and walked away without another word.
He asked his third wife.She said "Life is so good over here. I'm going to
remarry when you die". He then asked his second wife. She said "I'm Sorry. I can't help you this time around. At the most I can only accompany you til your grave."
By now his heart sank and turned cold.

Then a voice called out: "I'll leave with you. I'll follow you no matter
where you go." the man looked up and there was his first wife. She was so
skinny, almost like she suffered from malnutrition. Greatly grieved, the
man said, "I should have taken much better care of you while I could have!"

Actually, we all have four wives in our lives.

a. The fourth wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we
lavish in making it look good, it'll leave us when w die.

b. The third wife is our possessions, status and wealth. When we die, they
go to others.

c. the second wife is our family and friends. No matter how close they
had been there for us when we're alive, the furthest they can stay by us is
up to the grave.

d. the first wife is the our soul, neglected in our pursuit of material
wealth and pleasure. It is actually the only thing that follows us wherever
we go.

Okay goodnight.