Zimplicity;

I think I did a lot of self reflections recently but I'm still very confused about certain things.I think my personality has really changed a lot and toned down pretty much. Feeling moody in school like all the time because I think I have trouble communicating with people. It's as though we aren't on the same channel,same wavelength ya know?

Attended the last lesson of pillars of life(basically it's this module which has no relationship to the diploma we are doing,something like life lessons lol) and we were asked to write eulogy letter about ourselves. It's like a letter that is to be read out by your loved one when you passed away. Usually it's written by a sibling or spouse but this time round,we were asked to write in a 3rd person perspective.How do we as an individual wish people to remember as?

I struggled for a long time. I can't think of any strengths I have.. What went through my mind was,' Zhi Ling you're this blur person who always get angsty and angry and upset all the time and half the time you don't even know what you're doing.' But of course,this wasn't what i wrote in the end.

''She is the type who will go all out for her friends.She is candidly epic and hilarious because she is super blur.''

......... I know right. So so so much thoughts went through my mind. It just BUZZED and BUZZED. I wasn't living my life to the fullest,sometimes just going through the motions. Not adventurous to do things which I WANT to as a child. I live my life prim and proper,not daring to break any rules because I have led my entire life believing following rules will lead to me to success. 

No ZhiLing. Not #YOLO enough.

 Totally going try and change because I don't want people to remember me as this super angry and emo person when I pass away. ;)

BYE