He was walking up the stairs and I was walking down. There was this brief moment of eye contact but I have no courage to glance further more. It fucking hurts to see him. There was no exchanges of hi and I was pretty sure I had this poker face implanted on my face. After that quick few seconds,my eyes diverted back to my phone for reassurance and comfort while he continued to talk to his friends on his way up.
It was like we never knew each other in the first place and something which would happen in drama serials which very unfortunately happened to me.
It's not as though I hadn't have this kind of experience like last night before. I remember QE telling me about N and T.
That did hurt.
I remember finding out that W got attached and my heart literally hurts to the extent I was insomniac for 1 week,waking up with this very stab and ache every morning.
I do not like this kind of ache. I do not like remembering or experiencing it you know.
Contrary to the picture,I am not a sophisticated person. I am a clumsy dwarf and my English is often ridiculed in real life. Thank god for internet.
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